Holden from "Catcher of the Rye" has been on my mind for a while.

People are SOOOOOOOO fickle...and as he would say PHONY.

For the past month of May I've been having a hard time writing on this thing, cause I usually want to stay somewhat positive.  I don't want to write anything bad about other peeps, but I've got to tell ya...they're PHONY.

ok..rant for the month.

anywayz....moving along.

I've been meeting new people and people I've only known for less then six months.  Every weekend was packed with activities, mainly affliated with church buddies.  I've been trying to serve at least twice a month.

I've been singing in a praise team again lately back at my home church and making sure to be there for the newby christians.  It's been fun and also....like I said...people can be FICKLE.  sniff sniff.

It's my heart that counts...not what others do to me...I keep on telling myself.

I've been reading the word as much as I can to.  I'm so proud of myself.  I finished Genesis and John in May.  Now I'm working on Matthew and Exodus.  Fun Fun Fun.

I'm taking the C-Best this month...taking care of finacial debt stuff from college..and smiling.

I believe that there's a better day out there.  I know I can't GET OUT of my troubles, but I know that God GETS IN to perform his blessings and miracles.  SEE I told you I can't stay gloomy and negative for long.  BEAMS.